He looks up me
I don't want to disappoint him because there is so much hope within him
In his baby blue eyes and the way he looks at me are so may unspoken words that mean so much to me
He doesn't know yet how cruel the world can really be and all i want to do is shield him from all the horrible things that happened to me
I don't know if i will be there when he grows up
Or when he rebels against his parents
I just wish he would know
That i feel so proud watching him grow
His first steps, first words and the way he said my name...
Will he know that i was there when he came into this world?
How he made me smile every time he looked at me
He gives me hope
Happiness and will to go on