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Ending 2010 single. Yes, I'm happy & staying strong <3

Well...hello there: D

I tend to over think things. I'm full of insecurities and disappointments. Make me smile and I'll love you forever (:

I've got an endless list issues and i WILL write about everything that's on my mind regardless of your opinion. That's why i have this blog. So if you don't like it ...well that's your problem.

I like CATS, snakes and TARANTULAS. I'm just huge-ass animal lover. I also like irritating people so watch out: D

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Yeah I'm really weird. But what's life without a little mental excitement here and there.

Don't make my angry side come out... she's the worst.

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Tina x

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#Posted on Sunday, 26 September 2010 at 1:51 PM

Edited on Sunday, 19 May 2013 at 8:18 PM

What am I scared of? I wish I knew. Is it commitment? I think about relationships and how I want someone and now when I do have him, I am ready to quit. It's different when I'm with him but when he's gone I just want to run away. We've got so much history together, things that are shadowing over my head. I want to believe in him, I do and I want to believe in myself but I don't know if I can. This is so typical, this relationship has only started and I already want it to end. You told me I'm your everything and that you love me, you always have and it killed me a little, even though it should have made me happy. Other girls would have loved to have someone who completely adores them, why don't I? Why do I feel like I'm being suffocated? You told me that I'm the one you're living for now and I just can't handle that kind of responsibility. I just can't. It scares me, but you know what scares me even more? The fact that I don't want to hurt you, I feel like I should end it, now, before it all gets to serious but I don't want to hurt you. The guilt of knowing what I've done would destroy me. So now I feel like I'm stuck. A part of me wants to be with you and an even bigger part doesn't. I am so confused.

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#Posted on Friday, 30 December 2011 at 6:55 PM

Some girls want to make the player quit the game. But that's like being the one deer that makes the lion turn into a vegetarian.

I told myself that I'm going to do this whole 'new year, new beginning' thing and as soon as I've started thinking that it might actually work you sent me that message and it got me thinking. Maybe you're too not ready to let go. Maybe you think about me as much as I think about you. I don't know. Same thing has happened so many times before. Just when I get a little bit closer to forgetting about you, about us, you do something to remind me of what we had. It's been almost 4 years since we finished, since I realised that there is no hope for us. I remember it like it was yesterday, and I think I still love you. So please make up your mind and tell me whether you still have feelings for me or not. It might seem like it to you but I won't always be waiting. You can't take me for granted. So this year I'm going to do my best to forget about you

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#Posted on Monday, 03 January 2011 at 1:08 PM

Edited on Tuesday, 09 August 2011 at 5:05 PM

You reading this, are loved. Don't shake your head and disagree, you are lovely and you are loved.

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#Posted on Sunday, 02 January 2011 at 8:15 PM

Edited on Tuesday, 09 August 2011 at 5:04 PM

“Hey there!

Congrats! You've been selected as Blog Star! "

Thank You! I'm a Fudging Blog Star!. i will probably bore everyone to death but what the hell...Im allowed to...after all this is my blog! :D

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#Posted on Thursday, 23 December 2010 at 12:51 PM

Edited on Tuesday, 09 August 2011 at 4:55 PM

Sometimes We Write What We Can't Say

I want a boy I can't get enough of. He would read my favourite books and watch my favourite movies, just to talk about them with me. He would get me so mad I can't even think and then kiss me out of nowhere. He would laugh at my jokes, no matter how stupid they are, and pretend to like my friends even though we both know they're the biggest losers ever. He'd hold me when I say I'm cold and do anything to make me feel better. He would hold open doors for strangers, and would never miss the chance to hold my hand. He would give me hugs and tell me jokes that aren't funny, but make me laugh anyway, and he wouldn't put up with my bullshit. He'd teach me how to play sports and watch his favourite shows with me. He'd watch movies with me that we both know by heart, and we'd recite every line. He would tell me I'm pretty, but not too often. He would have snowball fights with me in the winter, and water balloon fights with me in the summer. He would go to the beach with me, and when I'm tired he'd let me fall asleep in his arms. He would always know how to make me smile, and he would sing to me. He would call me just to say hi, or to tell me that he was thinking of me. He would tell me his secrets, and let me tell him mine. He would be my best friend and never, ever break my heart.

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#Posted on Tuesday, 05 October 2010 at 5:35 PM

Edited on Sunday, 19 May 2013 at 8:16 PM

Girls and Boys :)

Second chances. Girls take more of them then guys do. Why? I blame Disney, building up these false hopes, making me believe I can have my prince charming. We believe that one day we're going to be saved, that one day, one boy is going to come and change our whole lives around in the most perfect way. In the movies there's no 'other girl', there's no deception. There's just a happy ending, conditions and circumstances don`t apply. So what are we to do when our hearts get broken? The logical thing to do is move on. But despite all the lying, the cheating, the crushed dreams, and the painful memories, there`s a speck of hope. A little, tiny piece of our hearts that's begging for the fairy tale, screaming that we let him try again. So we do. We cry and bite our tongues, hoping that this liar in tin foil will finally become our knight in shining armor. Hoping that this time he`ll be able to make us feel safe, and actually do it. That's why we break so easily, cause our fairy tale dreams are placed on real life boys. Boys who need to be saved themselves.

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#Posted on Sunday, 07 November 2010 at 11:47 AM

Edited on Tuesday, 09 August 2011 at 5:21 PM

You make me feel....

People are moving on...Time goes by
And I'm still the same as i was ...I froze in time
My feelings don't change, maybe a little when i hear your name
It helps me feel... something different than pain
It makes me breathe, that's something I never thought I'd do again
We never had our happy ending, only a sad beginning.
So very often i wonder, if we ever had a meaning
What would have happened if i haven't left?
Would we end up together? Like in a fairytale?
Course not, because everyone knows they don't exist
But the way you look at me. Still makes me think
I've loved you since the day we've met, and it's been 3 years since then.
You're the only one ... no actually you are THE ONE.
Maybe it's foolish to still believe that we could ever be, but every time i go back to visit, i just want to scream. I want to tell you how i feel. How i still love you, how you make my head spin.
That's why I'm writing whatever this is, to once again talk about how i feel. However the truth is that you never will know, because I'm afraid to let my feelings show,
See there's this guy, i met him some time ago, and I fell in love then had to let go .
The time flew by, but my feeling stayed same, looks like he's moved on, but i never will.
There is something about him and no, it's not his looks. He has that thing that gives me hope, he could be my whole world but for now He's my first love .

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#Posted on Sunday, 26 September 2010 at 1:23 PM

Edited on Friday, 24 December 2010 at 4:52 PM

Not a happy bunny. Why? For so many reasons!

1.I hate alcohol. I hate when people in my family get drunk and argue. I've had enough of it. Can't wait until i move out and can finally do whatever i wanna do. im tired of being scared, irritated and dreading coming home. All I've ever wanted was to have a normal family but no, i can't even have that. It suck.

2.UCAS! I've still got to write my personal statement and finish my Ucas application. Its sucks that i still don't know what i want to study. Veterinary Nursing or wildlife Conservation?

3.Him <3 i miss you so much. It actually hurts. You gave no idea how i feel about you. You're all i want. I've been in love with you for over 4 years and it doesn't look like I'm going to stop loving you anytime soon. Yeah, sure i had small crushes but NOONE and i mean NOONE can replace you. You OWN my HEART.

4.Me, Myself and I . Why can't i just accept myself as i am? I hate my body, my personality and my life. There are so many things i would change about myself but unfortunately i can't. i envy confident girls, and its funny because i act like i am confident and well..bitchy. Well I'm not, it's just a character i invented to keep everyone off my case.

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#Posted on Sunday, 03 October 2010 at 3:58 PM

Edited on Friday, 24 December 2010 at 4:50 PM

I wish

I am tired of trying to be perfect
Perfect daughter, friend and stranger
Why can't anyone see?
That i just want to sometimes be me
I know you've got expectations and I've done as best as i can to make your dreams come true
I'm a good student... i don't drink, don't smoke...i always do as I'm told
Is it so weird that i want to spread my wings?
You know that I'm not happy; i can see it in your eyes
And I know you see in mine
But i wish you would see that i want it at least once to be all about me
I wish someone would put their arm around me and say
'Everything will be ok'
I'm tired of being her... Because i just want to be me.
But do i really know who 'me' is?
Is it the girl i saw in the mirror today or stranger that hurt your feeling yesterday?
What if the person i want to be is lost forever?
What if i can't to nothing about it?
Are you going to help me...or just laugh about it?

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#Posted on Thursday, 30 July 2009 at 2:19 PM

Edited on Friday, 24 December 2010 at 4:46 PM

No people he's not my son... hes my newphew and i love him more than anything <3

In his eyes i see everything i want to be
He looks up me
I don't want to disappoint him because there is so much hope within him
In his baby blue eyes and the way he looks at me are so may unspoken words that mean so much to me
He doesn't know yet how cruel the world can really be and all i want to do is shield him from all the horrible things that happened to me
I don't know if i will be there when he grows up
Or when he rebels against his parents
I just wish he would know
That i feel so proud watching him grow
His first steps, first words and the way he said my name...
Will he know that i was there when he came into this world?
How he made me smile every time he looked at me
He gives me hope
Happiness and will to go on

My beautiful baby boy!

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#Posted on Thursday, 30 July 2009 at 2:25 PM

Edited on Sunday, 19 May 2013 at 8:17 PM

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Ending 2010 single. Yes, I'm happy & staying strong <3

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Some girls want to make the player quit the game. But that's like being the one deer that makes the lion turn into a vegetarian.

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You reading this, are loved. Don't shake your head and disagree, you are lovely and you are loved.

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Sometimes We Write What We Can't Say

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Girls and Boys :)

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You make me feel....

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Not a happy bunny. Why? For so many reasons!

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I wish

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No people he's not my son... hes my newphew and i love him more than anything <3

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